...we live by passion and not by law... (3spacestoosmall) wrote,
...we live by passion and not by law...
3spacestoosmall

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Today I think I'll be Hardcore...

So... I'm failing senior project my boyfriend is in prison and I won't hear from him until the 28th of March if I'm lucky... He's in Jackson County... I'm... Not close to there... I hate school. I'm bipolar and need medicine for my moodswings otherwise I'm gonna kill someone or myself... I'm not in Forensics anymore because Mrs. Haas was being a fucking bitch today... I hate people in my school, I hate teachers in my school... I hate NOT being fucked up... My aunt won't even let me take fucking IBUPROFEN anymore because she thinks I'm trying to OD and die from it... Which would be outstanding...

I just really hate everything about now...

And I also just found out that I'm not going to New York for Spring Break. Tickets are 600 bucks according to mommy and she can't afford it. I decided she can't afford it... She's got too much shit... She wants to just give me cash and I don't even want that from her... She's got bills to pay and shit... Yeah, I could use the help, but she could use it WAY more...

I smoke too much... Everything.

I just got done babysitting Nathan and MaKenna who are two of THE cutest children I've ever seen and they're complete angels and probably the only thing keeping me alive right now... Well, there's alot keeping me alive right now...

Ergh... I need to smoke... I need some fucking Ice Water... I need to watch a movie I HAVEN'T seen a billion times... I need to take some fucking pain pills because my goddamn wrist hurts and most of all, I think I need some aderol.

Ah, the beauties of being a grown woman trapped in a teenage world...

<3ana<3
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